While on one of my common music discovery tangents... today i came across a show called Skins. While searching for tunes i was somehow lead to this tv episode that had some INCREDIBLE tunes on its soundtrack. Not only that but the show hit me. i watched the episode. i felt i could have been sucked into their world at that moment. Their freindships, heartbreaks, sex, drugs, alcohol, spontanaity, partying, way of living life on the edge... intriguing? negetive? Realising how confused i am is what i got out of it. I long to be successful and happy and balanced ... but... at the same time i find myself longing for this crazy nonsense sort of free will lifestyle of being dangerous and always in the moment. Dangerous. Example 1: Lacking the realization that... while dancing on top of the roof ...by myself..intoxicated..under the stars... that instead of recieving the bruises and scars from falling on a massive sheet of ice... i could have actually fallen off that roof. And taken taken my life. WTF. ms successfull & happy wasn't thinking, wash she? who am i kidding. sort it out. lets listen to this song...
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